| here's my kiss to betray |
[24 Oct 2004|08:26pm] |
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Wow.
i just read my old LJ entries...
I hate.hate.hate how things change.
& how i still think about him when i know i shouldn't b/c he seems so content with everything.
!!!
...
but other than that i love.love.love Britt. No one can make me feel like she can ;)
Well one other person, but he knows who he is ;)
I need a job, I need affection, and I need more Jamba. As much as i say life sucks...i can't complain because lately everything has just been amazing. OH and everyone go trick-or-treating with me instead of the stupid tbs show kthnx.
"The only thing you'll get
is this curse on your lips:
i hope they taste of me forever."
im sick & burnt :(
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[17 Oct 2004|02:24am] |
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"Cause its all in my head
I think about it over and over again
And I can't keep picturing you with him
And it hurts so bad"
Got Jamba tonight :D Hung out with amazing people. Dyed my hurrr again. Yada Yada...i just know that i'm happy (for the most part), and it feels great<3. The Nelly and Tim McGraw song is so beautiful, yum.
To fall asleep with you would be heaven.
( i can't go on not loving you. )
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| note to self: i miss you terribly. |
[02 Oct 2004|11:37pm] |
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bleed the dream<3 |
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Got Jamba, went to the beach, saw insanely hot guys skim boarding & surfing, got burnt, got more jamba, and took pictures...nuffin' new.
Um, Keith from bleed the dream wants me to be the leader of their street team in my area :D. I'm contemplating going to homecoming this year. I might go to Everglades after Christmas, and I'm failing Algebra II because i have volleyball every night & i have no life.
Oh AND I wanna go to the From First To Last/Emery show on the 11th but i think i need a ride :( !!Brookie!! come with me.
I'm better off alone than I would be in your arms.
( this is what we call a tragedy )
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[01 Oct 2004|08:31pm] |
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from first to last cuz matt rolls <3 |
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i hate how the stupidest things make me cry.
i wanna leave this place.
The glass isn't half full this time.
look for the girl with the broken smile.
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[24 Sep 2004|05:00pm] |
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gayyy. |
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ddsfhdsjfdhfdshjk
UGHFUCKFUCKFUCKKK.
I HATE HOW EVERYONE THINKS SINCE
A HURRICANE IS COMING THAT THE
WORLD IS COMING TO AN END. I'M
SO MAD THAT MY WEEKEND IS RUINED...
AND I HATE HOW I'M THE ONLY PERSON
THAT ISN'T MAKING A BIG DEAL OUT
OF THIS STUPID, UNIMPORTANT THUNDER STORM
BECAUSE THAT'S PROBABLY ALL ITS GONNA BE!!!
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| your kisses infect me. |
[20 Sep 2004|11:54pm] |
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i have nothing to say cause im gayyy.
:D
ShesA Disaster x: oh man i reallllly need some lovin'.
L0STbutnotF0UND: lol
L0STbutnotF0UND: the other day u said u were done with boys
ShesA Disaster x: I knOW.
ShesA Disaster x: ugh
ShesA Disaster x: well I Dont KNow.
L0STbutnotF0UND: i kno u dont kno
ShesA Disaster x: i wish i knew though.
i love jamba juice so freakin' much. & i love baking cakes.
&&& i love when you commenttt, so do it now.
oh man what a pointless entry,
atleast it's not filled with emoness this time ;)
i have nothing to do this weekend, make plans for meee.
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| she'll fuck you just for the taste. |
[19 Sep 2004|11:04am] |
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"In a perfect world, i'd never know your name"
Weekend was okay, didn't really do much. I saw Manchurian Candidate with Rory, got Jamba<33 & than he dropped me off cuz he wanted to play poker. I went to the Dolphin Mall on saturday and bought 5 shirts & a skirt. I miss missie & the girls, next weekend im theirs fosho. I've had TWO people give up on me in TWO days, i'm on a roll :/ I wish i was going to the USH show today :( <3
"Goodbye to every thing i knew
now i need to spend some time
and get to know me
i've been crying here for you."
( you left behind memories of your taste. )
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| i hope this makes you happy. |
[19 Sep 2004|03:05am] |
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i promised myself i wouldn't cry over him.
he makes me so weak.
i hate that he's the only thing i want wantED
i'm so much better than this.
someone come over & bring me jamba...make this go away.
...i wish it was that simple.
i hope this is what you wanted all along
because there's no turning back.
...this is me letting go.
now i know i can finally breathe.
"and ALL the wounds that are never gonna scar me."</b>
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| Whats life like bleeding on the floor. |
[12 Sep 2004|09:30pm] |
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a pretty face that you do so carry on. |
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So many things have been going on.
I spent the night at the beach with a hotel room right on the ocean. I got to see the sunrise & sunset && i got to fall asleep to the sound of the waves. So amazing :)
a few things i miss:
001. I miss local shows.
002. I miss my old friends.
003. I miss Canada.
004. I miss Jamba Juice, especially Jamba.
005. I miss my chai tea.
006. I miss driving aimlessly with my girl friends.
007. I miss the o.c.
008. I miss the beach.
009. I feel like so much is missing in my life, :(
and i want more freaking piercings, like pronto.
"my heart is dead, it's way past beating"
OH, and one more thing:
USHsinger: your butt looks better when i was done with it
haha :-*
( take a breath and close your eyes. )
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| I always knew you were such a sucker for that. |
[03 Sep 2004|03:19pm] |
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save a horse, ride a cowboy. |
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I want the hurricane to hurry up & come already.
I can't wait to see Wicker Park <3
I wish i had jamba & a kiss right now...that would be love.
I <3 the rodeo.
&&&
I love rumors :D
"clean me off
i'm so dirty babe"
-mcr :-*
♥ ♥ ♥
( money, cash, hoes. )
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| It's such a tragedy. |
[13 Aug 2004|01:43am] |
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I'm in so much pain...volleyball practice everyday from 8am til 5pm. So gay. My mom made cookies for this guy that came over earlier tonight because she thinks he's gonna be my future husband ha ha ha. I don't want school to start :(
Mmm, i want someone to cuddle with during the storm <3.
mr noider: jillian
mr noider: sippin on the haterade?
ShesA Disaster x: yoo kevin
ShesA Disaster x: sippin on some semen?
USHsinger: stop playing this whole "ill be mean to you cuz im secretly in love with you scheme" and just let him know how you feel!
USHsinger: its like you're helga, and he's arnold
( Just 3 boring pictures. )
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| I'm so in love with you. |
[06 Aug 2004|12:53am] |
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ShesA Disaster x: no you're wrong again
mr noider: <3
mr noider: well if loving you is wrong
mr noider: then i don't want to be right
Pictures from Warped...
I'm only putting some up because i'm lazyyy.
They look gay because they are pictures OF pictures.
Oh well, you gotta do what you gotta do.
( Warped '04 nigga. )
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| Sometimes you've got to learn to let go. |
[31 Jul 2004|09:27pm] |
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Bleed The Dream, Duhhh. |
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Warped was lots of fun yada yada. Brooke & I made Bleed the Dream <3 shirts at like two in the morning because they are simply amazing. They loved the shirts & took pictures of them to take back to LA :D I'm being so emo tonight =/ I feel like i'll never be good enough for him. Ugh, boys are so overrated.
The essence of your eyes
Makes me just want to die
And I can't stand the way they'll never look at me again.
[edit:] New screename, add it:
Shes A Disaster x [/edit]
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[28 Jul 2004|10:36pm] |
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Bleed The Dream |
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I just finished watching Amish In The City...like omg, the reality shows people are coming up with these days. Other than that life is pretty gay. I've made mucho money from babysitting everyday though so it's all good. I don't have a ride to warped tour unless i wanna be haitian packed into Kayla's mom's car so if anyone wants to volunteer & take me (and maybe Amanda) that'd be great! Ugh, please someone come to my rescue <3
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[22 Jul 2004|07:45pm] |
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Motion City Soundtrack. |
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Tonight was soo crazy. We (Amanda, Kayla, Courtney and I) managed to get lost 30 times over again after leaving sawgrass and somehow end up in Naples. After 3 hours of sitting in the car i made it home haha. So much fun & lots of bonding time. Especially the part where i almost got in a fight. I was bout to hit a hoe. As hectic as it was i'd do it a million times over again.
Aw, i love my doggy...
( Even though he is really ugly. )
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| I'm such a hopeless romantic... |
[21 Jul 2004|05:30pm] |
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I want a boy who will love me endlessly. A boy who will help me when i need it, catch me before i fall, teach me something new. I want a boy who will tell me random i love yous, and i miss yous. Someone that's extremely affectionate. A boy that will fight with me, baby me, and tease me. I want a romantic. I want someone that keeps me guessing. I want someone that will cuddle with me and watch movies all night and yet feel like it's the best night he ever had. I want to be kissed under the stars, on the beach with a sunset, and in the rain. I want to be the only thing he wants, breathes, and needs. I want to be able to fall asleep staring in his eyes. I want someone that gives me butterflies just by his kiss. I want a Romeo and I want to be his Juliet.
I just sat here and wrote a list of all the things i wanted in someone. If only that type of boy existed. How depressing ell oh ell.
( B o r e d. )
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[19 Jul 2004|04:47pm] |
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Lost Prophets. |
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It's really random but...
OKay so i got my permit last month but since i'm canadian i had to wait for it to come in the mail a month later. I got it today and for some reason it looks like this:
Ew, why does it look like that? =/
It's u g l y.
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